I would show how simple life would seem,
I would be the wanderer of my life,
I create the destiny for what I strive..
Could I also trust you with my fears,
will you see beyond the realm,
or judge me the way others did…
filled with agony that makes me aghast,
will you be the new strength I found,
unquestioning faith that still lingers around..
will you like the imperfect me,
not wound me further with your words and deeds,
would you let me be what I want me to be..
still will you believe the spark in me,
hold me tight and still not possess me,
let me fly I don’t want to own and be owned…
will you be cynical about destination nowhere,
can you share the highs and low,
and not count the flaws alone…
will share my lonely soul to make it complete,
can you have the patience with me,
love me for I am me and still let me be..
will you stand and fight alongside,
walk along the untrodden path,
because this might be the only fairytale I ever seeked…
Life.. She paid heavy price.
Tears that helped little to hide her fear,
Scarred her.. no longer let anyone near..
Slept dreaming about beds of roses,
eyes fluttered open piercing thorn oozes
Scared of disdain nights,
still brought dismayed fright..
Stretched out her hands to hold,
untold stories possessed heart behold.
Craving for love turning to dust,
Oh.. they breached her trust.
Follows now nightmare where sorrows drown,
Forlorn the broken heart frowns..
Aching for the unfulfilled dreams for long,
deaf hears the incomplete note of her song.
Irony is fate of her life,
She still claimed no matter what that life is MINE!!
Life is not how it seem.
Dreams come crashing down…
Tears trickle rolling on.
Its so cruel…
My world being so cruel.
Glowing grace feel so scar…
Reality struck me hard…
Difficult is the path.
Warmth you shared with me…
Comfort has been lost,
Love for which we fought.
You were everything to me.
How could you not really see.
We were just driftin apart.. Going so apart.
Managed to settle in.
I looked out everywhere for you…
But you were not by my side.. you were not beside.
Took happiness without flinch.
I screamed out in pain,
Was left alone in rain.
You walked oblivious on the path…
Didn’t stop me going so far.
But I still couldn’t hate.
You were the world to me.
Life revolved around you see.
Now I’ve nowhere to seek.
I’m feelin so lost.. Life looks so gross.
Take me in your arm
and say we would be strong
to face together what comes along.
Have you but not call you mine..
A brief encounter I still crave
memories I will treasure till grave..
Smile on my face not reach my eyes..
Waiting for you on the lonely street.. I still gaze.
You were my pride
we took life in stride..
The voice that captivated me for so long is lost
Everything seem so wrong at my life cost…